Fall'08 retreat?! I was really looking forward to it!Never really been so excited about going to a retreat..
I really expect a lot of things to happen in this retreat!
And you know what? Conviction after conviction fall upon me..
All that was said is so relevant to my situation..
God really spoke to me!
I was so struck by what He said to me..
Lately, I was so distracted by my worldly-life
I lose my first priority
I kept going to the wrong direction
At first, I did a lot of reasoning inside my mind
In order to make myself right in front of Him and everyone around me
My motives were not wrong, but I can't do it my way
I have to do it HIS way!
God called me back to His warm presence
I can't run away anymore!
The TIME has come
Time to be serious
Time to be faithful
Time to follow His way
He's second coming is getting nearer
How long will I have to run away from His PRESENCE?
I want to REFOCUS!
I want to faithfully committed to Him
What He told me to do might not be according to my convenience
But, I believe that His way is always the BEST way to follow
For my way is not His way, and His way is not my way
I just want to be faithful
Living a live that is pleasing in His eyes
Always put His kingdom first in my life
I want Jesus to be my First Love!
A love that will always on FIRE!
A love that will never perish!
Even though I'm a sinful person
He still love me
He still care for me
He accepts me for who I am
How could this be?
How could He loves me so TENDERLY?
And never reminisce of my sins & disobedient
After all the things I have done to Him
After all the sliding back of my Faith
He still shows me how faithful He is to me!
You're such an AMAZING GOD!
I'm astonished by your Great Love!
You know my very exact needs
You answer my prayer
You calm my heart
You give confirmations
You planned the BEST plan for my life
Last Wednesday, I reached my limit of taking finance as my major
I've been struggling whether or not should I change my major
I felt that I would not be able to be successful in Finance
Since I never have passion about it
After being so discourage and being so ready to change my major
God confirmed what I should take as my major
That night, I said inside inside my heart
Due to some reason, if I couldn't change my FINC 344 class to FINC 343 class
I would definitely change my major
I've been trying to create reliable excuses that I could give to my supervisor
Finance class is always become a class that will be full in the first day of registration
And I've heard before that it would be impossible for me to get into the FINC 343 class
Because it as been overloaded by 10 people
I really didn't know what to do
But you know what,
The next morning, I got a phone call from my supervisor
She asked me whether I want to change my FINC 344 class to FINC 343
I was just so speechless at that moment
From so many students in FINC 344 class, why did she chose me?
Directly, I know that it's God who worked in my situation
He knows my deepest needs
He also gave me confirmation about my major
He directs me to the wonderful plan He has planned beforehand for me
Jesus is the LIVING GOD!
Jesus never fails to show how POWERFUL He is!
"But seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you" ~ Matthew 6:33
